Cease the Day
by Tani Jantsang
I do not mean SEIZE the day - a common Western expression. I mean CEASE.
You see, "the moment" comes. In fact, moments are flying by as you read this. RECOGNIZING the moment is done only when you can CEASE: let it FLOW IN.
Our ancestors in trees that tried to SEIZE when things changed, seizeed the tree branches and probably perished. It is the ones who CEASED and then RECOGNIZED some vague, very dark and quiet IMPULSE that climbed down from those trees. To seize is to grapple for. To cease is to let it come in. RECOGNIZING the moment is done only when one CEASES, gets quiet, is in tune, feeling, not "thinking." It's doing, not pausing to think about it. Brick is flying at your head: DO NOT pause to calculate its velocity. DUCK!
The expression never had to do with calculating oppurtunities or such, even the western expression about "seizing moments." Their mind set is always yang. Ours is always yin. Einstein's was yin, too. "In tune" - slang talk. Sounds like music talk too. Anyone with illusions of man being outside nature, somehow apart from it or above it have delusions of "outside of nature" when we can see gravity holding them firmly down, they are out of tune. They might FEEL outside (dissociated) but they are very much inside of nature and the nature inside themselves, which they obviously no longer FEEL. Old way of saying this: chakras out of tune; they're not in synch. But it's not nature per se they are out of tune with, it's THEIR OWN NATURE WITHIN they are out of tune with: like split in half. The belly and crotch area in them is severed from the throat and head area: the heart is a black vortex of emptiness, or of WANTING.
THAT is a klippoth in our talk. Neurology calls it all brain wiring. But no one feels this IN THEIR HEAD!
Our way of defining this is more of a FELT thing. Animal-like people, even those with TALK about "how mankind invents things," when they hear or read "man is NOT an animal" they have a kind of grounded INNER feeling of "NO, that's WRONG." Sure we are animals; we aren't plants! We really do not need to be told how a lot of our technology is far away from our biology - we do not have sonar like dolphins have it in their biological make-up; but we invent it. We know how we do things that are far from "animalness" when we use refrigerators or watch TV or type on computers with plastic keyboards. In the LHP the first step is being a Whole Creature - and knowing how you ARE an animal is part of that, it requires a merging of the somatic markers and the thinking faculties so that the think/feel is one thing. People who FEEL alienated from their own nature are split from themselves - it's not a question of animal or non-animal. Going to the woods for a trip is NOT going to cure this alienated feeling. Where you live means nothing. The nature is either IN TUNE WITHIN or it's not. Alienation comes from being out of tune, but some people imagine they are out of tune with "nature OUT THERE." Not so. They are out of tune INSIDE THEMSELVES. Wilhelm Reich expounded on this in his own words, too. That is what we are saying AND what neurology has PROVEN! They get high on drugs and FEEL GOOD doing this all due to brain chemistry being out of wack. People in tune find such drugs, INCLUDING POT, to feel AWFUL and hence, don't tend to use them!
Klippoths who do not get stoned into numbness with drugs find other ways to KEEP BUSY so as NOT to feel this out of tuneness: they create busyness, strife, conflicts, many of them have OCD problems. They HATE LEISURE. They DO NOT have fun "doing nothing and NOT being busy." They SEIZE AND SEIZE and strive more and more to SEIZE and HOLD ONTO and CONTROL. Leisure is like CEASING. An oppurtunity befalls you. DO YOU seize it? Uh, well, you can RECOGNIZE it and GO FOR it but IT BEFELL YOU. You were in the right PLACE at the right TIME.
This is a very different way of DO-ing and SEE-ing than is familiar to western people. In the west "seek and ye shall find" is the saying. We say no: STOP TRYING to seek: IT will FIND YOU if it is OF YOU. Like WILLS to like. As in The Will. IT WILL find you, you WILL bump into IT. But if you keep STRIVING TO FIND, you often MISS IT when it's under your noses. That's how WE mean it and see it. Seeking what is NOT of you is "wannabe." Empty-hole filler. Such people are OBVIOUS to us: like the singer WAY OFF KEY is. It doesn't require THINKING to spot it.
The problem with what many westerners are now (recent) trying to make of Satanism is that it's pure YANG. We never were this We are YIN as is the Darkness. VERY YIN. Understand, in my understanding of the EGYPTIAN "Xeper" - or simply PERSONAL Will To Power, "have come into BEing" there IS a feel of the flow - then you DECIDE to ACT on it, as if SEEKING CONDITIONS FOR LIFE - VOLITIONALLY - and NOT letting lucky chances that befall you SLIP AWAY. I.e.: A zygote yin Becomes an embryo, which yin Becomes a foetus - but in so Becoming, it has also yin DESTROYED it's own zygoteness. Then it yin Becomes a child - and, inso doing, it has yin destroyed its own foetusness. This is NOT volitional as far as anyone knows (?), hence "yin." But when the child has a KNACK for music - he has a choice - he has the SPARK for the Muse; he can recognize it and develop it. THIS is Xeper in the volitional sense. It is also SEIZING the moment. But, the aptitude "musician" was already there - that got there NON-volitionally, yin - it flowed into what kind of being that child IS. The child had no choice in having this aptitude; but DOES, yang, have a conscious choice to pick up an instrument and play - or study more - become an expert. There is NOTHING klippothic about DOing something you wish to do and have an inclination toward innately - if you want to do it. There is everything klippothic about trying to do something or even DESIRING to do it, when there is absolutely NO aptitude for it! That's that "desire" born of emptiness then.
When a klippothic type tries to "GET IN" we can FEEL THIS. KEENLY feel it. They WANT something and what could we imagine they want? OUR MONEY? Our personal business? Why? Something visible and physical, we'd tend to think. It NOT being this, we wonder what they want. We end up HEDGING with them all the time: I do it to people on certain subjects and they think I'm a bullshitter due to it. Ha! NO...I'm HEDGING a klippoth WANTING something that I can not give him/her; something he/she has NO business expecting of me in the first place! I feel a person trying to "GET IN" and I ward it off by hedging (a gentle way of warding it off, at least at first).
Starving people DO WANT something from: FOOD. But what KIND of food is this? It's not meat or poultry or a drink. WHAT IS IT they WANT? FOOD of another kind. The kind that CAN NOT BE given to a person. They seek to SEIZE it or GET IT somehow. We hedge, move out of the way, GET away, or just give them what they THINK they want (which is PURE bullshit). Oh yeah! ("Oh, but I thought that YOU thought that...." "Yeah, YOU thought. I don't care what YOU thought." - Repeat variations of same theme.)
We feel them as wanting what we are as food, trying to "GET IN" - get into what? Me, my live, my flame, my waters of life? Yes! And at that, to what end? To deride it? To say nyaa nyaa nyaa? Oh yes, they excel at that. ALL DO this, they ALL STARVE. Some do it all the time, others have something left of their Self and they DO NOT do it. I.e., THEY CEASE their craving and striving to seize. Seize what? YOUR FLAME - that's what. They are perceived as very weak people. Don't be fooled.
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